Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

1. It’s so crazy that even though we’ve known each other for so long, we’re barely spending time with each other creating such an amazing friendship. With this said, I just wanna tell you for how stupid we were for not starting this earlier! I love you asshole. Not to sound all gay and shit but now I can finally say I have a guy best friend. Sigh. 

2. Girl, you gave me the biggest scare of my life. You nearly gave me a heart attack. This goes to show that I have thee biggest love for you and that you truly are my bestestest. Even though we don’t chill as much anymore, I still have mad love for you and that I have your back no matter what. <3

3. I don’t want you to go but then I do. It’s where you belong and I finally need to let you grow up. You’ll love it. I know it. I’m just a phone call away.

4. I still love you as much as I did before. And I’m pretty much aware that seeing you again is gonna be tough but I just need to get over it. It’s that love that fuels me to go along with it. See you soon.

5. Live it up. Don’t mope around anymore. You’re not the only one with problems. Instead of dwelling in the swamps, man up and slowly make your own resolutions. Take your time. There’s no rush but be aware that if you take too long, you’ll be missing out on so much more. 

6. I still envy you. But you make me so proud you make me want to cry tears of joy. Be safe and let the mind grow. <3

7. You put me through hell. But I forgive you and thank you for it. You made me grow up. You made me a better woman and understand my worth. Thanks dick <3

8. I admire your strength. I don’t know you too well yet but knowing what you have to deal with on the daily makes me appreciate you and everything that I have. Please continue to inspire me.

9. I haven’t been attracted to someone in quite a while but somehow, I am towards you.

10. I miss making those mistakes with you. But I’m glad I grew out of that immature phase. Or have I? haha.